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- {A Typical Scene}
- It started on the couch, as it often does. A little snuggling
- during a commercial, and soon we both lost interest in the TV, so off
- it went. We kissed, first quick light kisses, then deeper, more insistent.
- He gently massaged my breasts beneath my t-shirt, through my bra, lightly
- tweaking my nipples, "waking them up" as we call it.
- And so it went, for a little while, friendly, cuddly necking,
- laughing, teasing, as we each got aroused. Then, almost as a signal,
- he simultaneously bit my neck, lightly but hard enough to hurt, and
- pinched my nipple tightly between his fingers. Suddenly the mood
- changed. I felt a wave of apprehension, which was quickly overwhelmed by a
- sudden insistent desire, a sharp contrast to the gentle arousal
- I felt moments felt. My body tensed in anticipation.
- He quickly disentangled himself from my now limp arms, and
- stood before me. I sat up straight on the center of the couch, with my
- eyes lowered to the floor. My mind was already racing ahead to what
- would happen next, excited and nervous. I should know better; trying
- to anticipate only distracts me from now, and I never know what
- He is going to do.
- He put his finger under my chin, and I looked up into His eyes.
- "Are you my submissive?" He asked, seriously. I knew this would be the last
- time He asked for my consent that night, and that knowledge filled me again
- with that strange mixture of apprehension and desire. Once I gave my consent, I
- was his, to do whatever he wished with. What would he do? I paused, for
- I never answer this question lightly, and then breathed "yes". He smiled His
- approval, and I felt suddenly that I wanted nothing more than His approval.
- Once again I lowered my eyes.
-
- He instructed me to sit still, close my eyes, and not to move
- until he returned. He went into the bedroom, and immediately, against
- my better judgement, I started anticipating. Will it hurt? Will I
- please Him? What will he tell me to do? I heard the door to the "toy
- cabinet" open and my thoughts returned to the present, as I feel the area
- between my legs start to tingle.
-
- His absence was frustrating, but, thankfully, short. He came
- back into the room, but I keep my eyes closed, as instructed. "Hands
- behind your head, shoulders back, breasts out," He commanded. Even
- fully dressed as I was, that position always makes me feel vulnerable.
- It's His favourite position, because it makes my breasts accessible from
- all angles. He stepped around behind the couch, standing directly behind
- me, and reached over my shoulders to rub my breasts. He squeezed them
- roughly, and pulled at my nipples. I know He enjoys this, and He knows
- I enjoy it. My breathing started to speed up, and I thrust my chest
- out more, to his rough hands.
- He stopped suddenly, and I gasped. He paused, and I wondered what
- was going on? Did I displease Him? Was I too eager? Is He upset, I
- wonder, and I feel my arousal begin to drop. Then I feel the tip
- of the riding crop gently caressing my cheek, and I was soaring again!
- I smiled, for then I knew he was not upset; I have pleased and I am happy.
- The crop moved to my breasts, teasing them occasionally
- with light taps, and once again I had to force myself not to
- anticipate. Even as I was performing this mental exercise, He lifted the
- crop and swung it down *hard*, across both breasts. The pain was
- not immediate, but took a few seconds to sink in, and swell to
- agony. I groaned with pain, gritted my teeth, and felt my eyes fill
- with tears. Briefly, doubt and fear crossed my mind, and I had to
- quell the urge to yell "Stop!" (we don't use code-words. "Stop" means stop.
- But once I say "stop", that's it. He will stop, but won't start again that
- evening.) But almost instantly that urge was replaced by a desire so strong
- I wondered how I could have hesitated. My trust in Him is total. I relaxed
- with the knowledge that He would never hurt me, and let the pain soak
- through my body, lighting up each nerve as it travelled through my body,
- resting eventually as a hot aching feeling in my groin.
-
- He instructed me to open my eyes, stand, and follow him into
- the bedroom. My breasts still throbbed in pain, and this kept my mind
- firmly on the present, wonderfully, so that I did not anticipate. As I
- was walking, I found that I was hyperaware, noticing every detail
- of my body, and His, and our surroundings. He lay down on the bed, and
- I stood in my traditional spot next to Him, head bowed, hands clasped
- behind my back. He told me to go to the end of the bed and remove my
- clothes, slowly and in such a way that he would enjoy watching. I removed
- one piece at a time, wiggling and thrusting as I know he likes. He smiled
- at me, and I know it meant I was beautiful. I *feel* beautiful, when I make
- him happy, when it's so clear he desires me.
- When I finish he told me to look in the mirror. Already
- appearing on my breasts were two "kisses" --- two perfectly symmetrical
- oval bruises, the size of half dollars, bright red but turning blue slowly.
- "A gift", He says, and I realise he is standing behind me, looking in
- the mirror at me. I cherish the sight of his mark on me, and savour
- the still lingering pain, and am so happy. I knew those bruises would
- be there a long time, to remind me that I was His.
- Still standing behind me, He reached around me and wrapped
- the collar around my neck. I smiled, ecstatic. The collar has
- special meaning for me --- it's *mine*, and I am His. He turned me around, and
- gently kissed and sucked each nipple, and rubbed his fingers lightly
- across the bruises.
- He told me to remove His clothes, which I did carefully but
- quickly. All the while I found myself brushing up against His hard penis, and
- getting unbearably excited. The pain in my breasts had pretty
- much subsided, so once again it was difficult to concentrate.
- When He was left only with His underwear, I knelt down before
- Him to remove them, and then stayed there, looking up at Him. He knew
- what I wanted, and smiled at me. He held my head firmly in His hands
- and guided my mouth toward His penis. I took it eagerly! Oh, to have
- Him entering me! I go down on him with all my enthusiasm, and His
- gasps of pleasure were music to my ears. Each indication that I was pleasing
- him sent a wave of pleasure through me. Every now and then he reached
- down and pinched my nipples, and I increased the tempo in response to my
- own increasing arousal. I was fairly dripping!
- All too soon, he stopped me with a motion of his hand. His breathing
- was hard and his face was flushed, and I knew that I had excited Him.
- I smiled to myself, proud to be able to have such an effect on Him, but
- of course, I do not let it show.
-
- He returned to His position on the bed, and I returned to mine
- next to Him. He told me to get the wrist cuffs out of the toy
- cabinet, behind me, and put them on my wrists. I got them, and struggled
- to put them on, even though I had done this many times before. He
- offered to help me and I was overjoyed! To feel His hands firmly tightening
- my bonds...He is so in control. I felt an urge to drop to my knees,
- but resisted. Although I would have liked to give over control of my body
- to Him, I knew that He wanted me to do this myself; it's my job, so I stay on
- my feet and finish putting them on. He told me also to put the ankle cuffs
- on, and I managed to do this without help, as much as I would have liked Him
- to help me.
- He instructed me to stand at the end of the bed, again, and
- this time he followed. He got two wooden bars out of the cabinet, each
- with metal rings at the end. The shorter one, about 3 feet long,
- he attached to the wrist cuffs, each cuff clipped to one of the rings.
- The longer one (about 4 feet) attached to the ankle cuffs. My legs were
- spread wide enough to make me feel very exposed, but not uncomfortable.
- He lifted the bar between my wrists, and hung it from a hook in the
- ceiling, so that I was forced to stand up straight, but had enough
- leeway to lean into the bonds without being suspended, keeping my
- feet flat on the floor.
- He stepped back and watched me, spread eagle in front of
- Him, and smiled. "What am I going to do with you now?" He asked in
- mock confusion. I had some ideas on the subject, but I didn't
- mention them, of course --- I knew that He had His own ideas, and I
- got even more excited thinking about what they might be. First
- He stepped forward, and caressed my breasts with His warm, firm hands.
- He caressed me all over, kissing my nipples.
- Then He stepped back to the cabinet and took out the
- blindfold, and slipped it over my head. He knows I prefer not being
- able to see --- it helps keep me from anticipating, helps me concentrate
- on the feelings in my body, and on His voice and instructions.
- It also means He can get out the toys without my being able to
- know what He's going to do until He does it.
-
- Again he paused, and just as I started to worry, I felt
- the caress of leather against my belly, many thin strips of leather;
- I knew that sensation: He had the cat out. I gasped, both in
- pleasure at the soft, smooth, almost ticklish feel of the cat rubbed
- against my skin, and in anticipation of its use.
- Of course, He did not disappoint. Momentarily, I
- felt Him pull back His arm, and felt the familiar sharp sting
- against my left breast. Knowing His passion for symmetry, I
- knew exactly where the next blow would fall.
- The blows were light, I knew he was warming me up.
- Unlike the crop, the pain from the cat is sharp and quick;
- one bite, and then it's gone. The skin under the blow got very hot,
- though. He continued to whip my breasts, for a few more blows,
- each of them harder than the previous one, and then He caressed
- the red, hot, sore skin. The pain of the blows was delicious,
- so *here*, *now*, all I could think about, I was seeing red
- behind my eyelids. But even better was the way His hands cooled
- the hot skin, then, drawing the pain out.
- And then He returned to whipping. My breasts, my thighs, my
- legs, but always careful to avoid my face, my neck, my groin. Soon
- the whole front of my body felt like it was on fire. I was no longer thinking
- about what had happened, or what was going to happen. All I could think about
- was the sharp touch of the whip, alternated with the cool relief of His
- hands. My awareness of the world started to fade, and I was seeing flashes
- of light behind the blindfold. The burning on my skin amplified the
- burning between my legs. But the pain was also growing...and just when
- I thought I couldn't take it any more, He stopped.
-
- During the pause, as the pain faded, I noticed the coolness
- of sweat evaporating off my face, in sharp contrast to the heat
- elsewhere. My breath was coming in ragged gasps. No longer was I
- worried about what he would do, whether He was pleased with me (I knew
- He was!), or anything else in the whole world. I am filled with
- desire and heat and fading pain.
- After what felt like an eternity (but was probably only
- a few minutes) He caressed my breasts again, and teased my nipples
- with his tongue. Then He sucked hard on one, making the nipple stand out
- straight, and then He put the C-clamp on it, tightening just to
- the point where the pain starts. He did the same to the other, and then
- hugged me closely, pressing the clamps into me, and stretching the nipples.
- "Do you like what I am doing?" He asks. All I can do is gasp "Yes."
- "Good," He says, "because I am going to continue." This promise
- sends a new wave of arousal through me, and I moan and shiver. Although
- I can't see it, I am sure he is smiling.
-
- He turned me around, so my back was facing him. He
- caressed my whole back with the smooth, cool leather of the cat. Then,
- suddenly, He struck again. As with the front, He started slowly,
- continually building, and often stopping to caress the skin under
- the blows. The whipping settled into a kind of rhythm, with
- a slowly but steadily increasing tempo. I moaned, and swayed with the
- tempo, putting most of my weight on the cuffs on my wrists.
- He saw that I was becoming incredibly excited, so he reached to the
- front, and tightened the nipples clamps. Somehow though, it didn't
- increase my pain, only sensation and pleasure. In fact, as He continued to whip
- me, I notice the pain became instead just a throbbing heat, and short
- sharp sensations. I felt giddy and dizzy, fading in and out of awareness.
- He reached around me and between my legs, braced his palm against my clit
- and slipped a finger inside me. With the other hand, he continued to whip my
- back, and with this additional stimulation it took me only moments
- to come --- I moaned, and twisted, pushed my clit to his hand, yelled and gasped,
- resting just about all my weight from the bar overhead.
- Suddenly there was no pain at all; only heat and throbbing and light
- and wetness. Every touch of the whip sent me further into ecstasy, and I arched
- my back, stretching my breasts in an effort to increase the pressure in the
- clamps. The world ceased to exist --- there was only me and Him and the whip, and
- the hot pleasure in my nipples, back and groin.
-
- When it was over, I hung there, gasping, and He quickly
- removed the clamps, which rapidly return to pain as I regain
- awareness of reality. He slipped off the blindfold, unclipped the cuffs from
- the bar at my feet, and then lifted down the upper bar and unclipped that too.
- Then He gently led me to the bed, and gratefully I lay down, basking in the
- relaxation, feeling my skin, still hot and tender, on the cool sheets.
- Then, still quivering from the orgasm, I remembered the required count:
- "One sir, may I have another?" I asked, praying his answer would be "yes".
- "You may," he said quietly, "You will." And then, as He gently rubbed my
- breasts and belly, I felt the desire ignite again, and I looked up at Him,
- and He smiled...
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